urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:happy_bunny_07 happy_bunny_07 happy_bunny_07 2005-03-25T22:10:47Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:happy_bunny_07:1245 2005-03-25T22:10:47Z 2005-03-25T22:10:47Z My happy ending-Avril Lavigne well thursday was an interesting day...I had to do the hardest thing ever...well to me. i had to get out of a "friendship" that was good but i felt wasn't. well gina was my friend...best friend if u would call it that. me and two other friends felt that we had no say in this friendship and we were all hurting. now we know that's not gina's fault. we tried ofering help...i wanted to do everything in my power to make her life better...but obviously that didn't work!! well i cared about gina and well i still do even though shes not my friend anymore. i felt that to make myself happy i had to leave a friendship that would eat away at me for weeks!!!! i know that it sounds really selfish but in everyones life they should put their happiness as their number one priority...well thursday we all went to the councilors office and talked about this...gina was furious with us but we had to do wut we felt was right for us...she doesnt understand why even though she says she does...i wanted to help her but for sumone to make me feel scared to come to school everyday wen she was mad...u know there is something wrong there!! and i wasn't the only one who felt this way...kay and chelsea felt the same...we really didn't want to hurt gina in any way even though we might have but she hurt us just the same...this may sound really stupid and everything but if u were in my shoes and felt how i did u would probly do the same!! anyways i hope i dont get hated by anyone for doing this but if u have to hate go right ahead bcuz that means u cant understand wut i said!!! well thats all i can say for now well bye!!<br /> love always,<br /> ~ BECCA ~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:happy_bunny_07:787 2005-03-23T00:39:48Z 2005-03-23T00:39:48Z Thank you - Simple Plan hey! well school was sucky today thank god for friends to cheer u up. speaking of friends they r totally confusing! well i have two best friends gina and chelsea...and today they had a fight. which sux for me bcuz they r both gunna want me on their side and that's hard bcuz as i said before they r both my best friends. anyways wut happend was that they r both mad at eachother and im not sure if they r gunna be friends again and i dont know wut to do!! i love both my friends and i dont want to end up losing a friendship over this gay fight! i don't want them to end up hating me bcuz i wont take sides!! well this is like giving me a headache and making me so confused! well i hope everything works out! well right now im watching shark tale which is my favorite movie...kinda corney i know! anyways i think gina is mad at me though bcuz she thinks im closer to chelsea rather than her but im really not! i see them equally! i mean i used to say that gina was more closer but than i grew closer to chelsea and now im closer to both of them!! well i hope sum one can respond to this and give me sum helpful advice!! well i gotta go now!! write later!<br /><br /> love alwayz,<br /> ~ BECCA ~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:happy_bunny_07:526 2005-03-21T01:28:44Z 2005-03-21T01:28:44Z ??dunno?? well this is seriously the best weekend ever that i've had in a long ass time. chelsea and gina slept over on friday and so did my sisters friend kristen. it was awsum cuz we all went to the movies with kay. we saw the ring 2 and it was so good...it wasn't all that scary!! anyways gina said the stupidet thing and had the whole theater cracking up!! cuz kay went to get up and ginas nachos were on the floor and kay stepped on them and gina yelled..."heyy u stepped on my nachos"...the whole theater was laughing and she was so slow. she had no clue wat was going on!! anyways we went back to my house and it was so much fun we stayed up till like 4:00am!! me and chelsea are now called fathead and fathead 2!! lol...in the morning for brakfast we had pancakes it was so delicious!! chelly had to leave tho...it sucked ass!! but gina and kristen stayed!! awsum! anyways we all got showered and dressed in these totally hott outfits and we took sum pix...can't wait to see them! we were so afraid that they would have to leave but before my mom got home with the subway(YUM!!) we all pitched in and we cleaned the whole house...wen my mom got home she said they could s/o again!! we were sooo happy! we went to bed a lil earlier that night but me n gina watched NAPOLEAN DYNOMITE! that movie is funny. well only like one part:"Tina,come get some ham!!" me and gina were crackin up!! then we went to bed! we played blind man's bluff and i felt like such an ass bcuz i kept bumping into things! anyways kristen went home at like 2:45...gina was here till 6:30...school is gunna suck tomorrow! we have to go back to teachers with bad breath and bitchy attitudes!! well gotta go!! cya! love always, BECCA urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:happy_bunny_07:314 2005-03-20T02:39:46Z 2005-03-20T02:39:46Z american idiot yo this is like the best weekend ever! my mood is like so hyper and exciting and i dunno what to do first like what 2 say well im gunna go be hyper with gina n rachael n kristen i wanna bang gina!!!!!!!!!!!! lol gotta go !!!!!!!!! cya